NOW I’m starting to get nervous. But I guess that’s normal and therefore okay. It’s was such a beautiful day today, so I was going for a walk earlier. I needed to be alone for a while. There is too much in my head. It feels like I’m in desperate need to unload a huge pile of baggage I’ve been dragging around for a long time. At this point, I just got to let go. It’s not in my hands anymore. The good thing is, I have faith and I am very grateful that it’s going to be me having the surgery done on and not my wife or my two girls. That would kill me.
My niece Hannah kept me busy pretty much all afternoon. She is now able to have little conversations. We always have a blast when she comes over.

Alright, I’m trying to prepare for tomorrow, but the pre-surgery instructions are a little contradictory. It’s stated that I shouldn’t eat or have anything to drink after midnight. And I should give myself a bowel cleansing between 5-7pm. So does that mean I shouldn’t have dinner now? Well, whatever. I decided to have dinner with my family now. My mom-in-law is here too, she will stay over tonight to get the girls out of the house in the morning since we will be gone already. Alright, time to wrap it up now.

Thanks a lot for a lot the support I received lately from you folks – I greatly appreciate it.

I will talk to you again once I’m back from the hospital.

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