I just had my physical done today to get clearance for Thursday, since they will put me under anaesthesia for the Cystoscopy. Everything is okay, I'm good to go. What really amazed me: I also had bloodwork done as part of the physical, and everything across the board came back in tip-top shape, EVEN my kidney functions. And that's with a 6 Centimeter tumor lingering there in one of them. I wish there was such a thing as a blood-test for cancer.

I also try to train myself not to worry. Which is very, very hard. It FEELS like as if the cancer has spread already. But that might just be part of the paranoia that is common for someone who just got diagnosed. I certainly don't look forward to Thursday and that dreading procedure, but at least, hopefully, I will get some clarity as to whether or not my urinary tract and the bladder have been invaded already.

I am reading a fantastic book momentarily, which helps me a lot and I highly recommend it to any cancer patient, or anybody wo is interested in cancer cure and prevention. It's called "Anti-Cancer. A new way of life" by David Servan-Schreiber, MD, PhD. I will share more about this fabulous publication soon here and on my other website ourbreastcancer.net.

I am praying a lot and I have faith.